Back on track.
Did well today… ate just enough. Ate a few jellybeans though so I’ll have to work that off!
I’m finally fucking back.
This year has seen me slowly grow in kgs and I’m about 5 kilograms heavier. I’m mighty pissed off. I’m weighing in at around 66 kilograms. I am going to be below 60 by Christmas. I can’t believe I am back to my original goal from last year.. this time I have to keep it off for good though. Ultimately I am going to have to work bloody hard, but it’s time to restrict heavily and do a tonne of exercise. I clearly have what it takes, but need to stay focussed from here on in.
PORRIDGE
COUSCOUS
FRUIT
WATER
nothing else.
I’m actually beginning to hate compliments, they lull me into a false sense of comfort and I start to actually believe I’m skinny, well I’m fucking not!! I’m still huge and this wakeup call was severely needed!! So I’d like to say to all fucking tumblr, that this bitch is back and ready to shed some serious fat and finish this once and for all.
So Ive been on holidays for the past 2 weeks, it’s been tough on my diet and weightloss. I think I’ve put on 2 kgs which is totally shit but I know I can loose that in one week if I put my mind to it, I still have 4 weeks until uni starts up again, I’m determined to be 55kgs so I can wear whatever I want and feel good about the new year ahead. I’ve had a minor setback but now i’m ready to work for my goal again. JUST NEED TO STAY MOTIVATED.
